Friday, September 28, 2018

Stone Soup Croutons, 9-27-18, The Last Time You Thought God Might Love You



Stone Soup Croutons is a weekly poem I write using lines and impressions picked up from poems overheard from Stone Soup's open mic readers and features. I figure out a title (and sometimes the rest of the poem) later. You can read the other ones I've done since 2015 here. To paraphrase Lorne Michaels, this poem doesn't go up because it's ready, it goes up because it's Friday morning.

Just an all-open mic last night. I didn't have my medical procedure, but I had the kind of week where I wished someone put me under for half of it. Surprisingly, my poem was not only finished before I got home (oftentimes I have to wait till the next morning to settle on the last lines), but I came up with the title before the open mic was done, which is a rarity. Thanks for reading.



The Last Time You Thought 
God Might Love You

There are fifty year old films
with better sound than yours.

scratching in your head while
you wonder: Does Walt Whitman

have a  more succinct answer
to what grass is? Does he have

intimate knowledge, or is he
bitter with statistics of growth?

Does the earth dream, or does it
push back up to force us all

to stop pounding the surface
in our rage-stomp commute?

Do your Mom's notes in her bible
signify a new denomination?

Praying at night, you move
dark place to to dark place

Your questions go nowhere.
This makes sense on your knees,

sheep trapped in own meadow.

If you walked around town,

your own blood would be used
to ward off spirits in your head.

There is a stone in every
middle of every road,

waiting for some passerby
to recognize your face.

There are wolves at every door
watching you from inside.


So nice that last week's feature Deb Priestly came back.

Special thanks to Chris Fitzgerald, Martha Boss, Deb Priestly, Jan Rowe, Laurel Lambert, Julia Vogel and James Van Looy. 

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